I have a condition called panic disorder which literally tortures me every second I'm out the door or around people. The symptoms are numerous and unbelievable hell yet nearly impossible to explain without people thinking I'm just using hyperbole. It resulted in agoraphobia and I have lost years of my life pretty much continously trapped inside. I fear it's made my life unsalvagable. I lost everything and the rare time I see another person and they hear about this condition they act like I'm making it up. Mental health treatment is slow and clumsy, I put everything I can into therapy but am utterly terrified that I'll never see the world again.