I am great at pretending everything is fine. I can easily go week by week and pretend that everything in the world is going okay and I am okay. But every single day I think about wanting to die. And I scroll through posts endlessly about people who also want to die. And I am not okay. Not even a little bit. Sometimes I think that if I were to tell someone that they wouldn't even believe me. But this feeling is overwhelming me. My Secret.