My husband went away for a 10 day business trip. On the second night away our 19 year old son took his shower after I was in bed, wrapped a towel around him and came into my room while I was still awake. I wasn't overly concerned until he sat down on my bed and removed his towel. He had a full erection and I said what are you doing. He said I want to make love to you mom, and have wanted to since I was 15. Several of my friends are having sex with their moms. Before I could really think about what to say he climed into bed, embraced me, kissed my breasts, and by this time I was too excited to say anything, much less NO. Soon he was on me, and in me, and we both went WILD. He stayed with me all night and every night until it was time for his day to come home. We have been careful since then but we ALWAYS find time to love, he calls it FUCK, each other. I know it is wrong, but I can not stop, I don't want to stop, and I don't intend to stop as long as he will satisfy me like ONLY he can do. I love my son in more ways that one. He is ALL man. Better, bigger, wilder, and more sexual than his day ever way.

I'm so scared about how powerfully I feel I've known this guy for a couple months (we perform in productions together)and got to really get to know him over the past 2 weeks and I'm falling for him. Like that one quote "Slowly but all at once." We've spent hours together watching movies and talking and listening to music because we had to room together during our show week. And we connected right away, we mess with each other like a coupla dopes. Pillow fights, pranks, tickling. But we've also had serious convos as well. For some reason he's told me about his romantic past and how he has a bit of a reputation as a playboy but swears he's not and when we've hung out he sometimes makes comments about how hot some girls are and how he likes to impress chicks. This makes me so frustrated because it makes me think he's just acting sweet and caring towards me to get in my pants. (Which will not happen)But the other day when we carpooled and we got lost and were laughing he made a comment like "We go so well together." And he also probes me about my romantic past and who I like all the time. God, while we stopped somewhere for a bite late one night he was just looking at me and said "You have very pretty eyes." I about lost it. He also always finds times to just sit with me and ask me how I'm feeling and if I need to talk. I literally have wanted multiple times over the past few days to just grab his face and make out. That's our tension sometimes. I got the strongest feeling the other day that he was urging me to REALLY tell him what I felt. I've been super honest with him except I'm BURSTING to tell him that I like him but I'm terrified because of the possibility of his just wanting to get in my pants and because...theres a 6 year age difference between us. Im 18 he's 24. I'm also supposed to be going to college soon, he's gonna be going off to work around the country. I'm starting my life as an independent young woman taking on the world and he's been through college, drinks sometimes, slept with girls - he's been living his life. UGH BUT THERE IS SOMETHING BETWEEN US AND IT KILLS ME. I feel so naive sometimes around him because I can FEEL him probing into my soul and I just get all warm and gooey and lose the ability to speak when he asks me "So what's going through that noogan of yours? I see the wheels turning." Should I even say anything to him? GOD

I'm so scared about how powerfully I feel I've known this guy for a couple months (we perform in pr...