I fantasize about my boyfriends ex-stepfather... I have never, and will never cheat on my boyfriend... first and foremost. And we occasionally have dry spells and dont get intimate from time to time... and when I go days without having an o***** my mind wanders a lot. And lately ive been fantasizing about my boyfriends ex-stepfather when I m*********. I know its not right... but my mind just goes there when im touching myself. The guy was never related by blood. Only a previous marriage. But still... feel guilty. :/