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I feel so lonely. My heart aches and I am dying on the inside. No one knows how bad it is bc I smile and push past my tears. My bucket is almost empty and I don't know how much more I can take of this feeling. I want to die. I think about it. I fantasize about it. I don't think I can make it. I don't think that there is a light at the end of this dark and dreary tunnel. Maybe this time I will get it right. I talk to my self all the time because I am the only who will listen to me or be my friend, I have made up invisible friends as well like I did when I was 5. I did that to deal with so many deaths round me the time. sometimes I shut reality out completely.

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I feel so lonely. My heart aches and I am dying on the inside. No one knows how bad it is bc I smile and push past my tears. My bucket is almost empty and I don't know how much more I can take of this feeling. I want to die. I think about it. I fantasize about it. I don't think I can make it. I don't think that there is a light at the end of this dark and dreary tunnel. Maybe this time I will get it right. I talk to my self all the time because I am the only who will listen to me or be my friend, I have made up invisible friends as well like I did when I was 5. I did that to deal with so many deaths round me the time. sometimes I shut reality out completely.
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you can end your anything goes crap around me fuckface

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