I used to go out with a barrister in the high court in another country.

Every summer, he make a faked dating profile, trying to dab on to me that says I am a 21-year-old local college guy, so I was faking my id to avoid him reckonising me.

Every summer, he make a faked dating profile, trying to dab on to me that says I am a 21-year-old lo...

call me a prude... The truth is I was raped My sisters call me a prude... The truth is I was raped when I was 14... four months later I had a miscarriage. I have never told anyone. Now I am afraid to be touched by people, hugs, holding hands, shaking hands, thinking about kissing someone. I get sick to my stomach and feel like I want to vomit whenever I think these things. I feel like I am unlovable because any forms of touch make me sick. My sisters make fun of me all the time and that just causes me more pain, because they don't understand what it's like living day to day with this trauma.

call me a prude... The truth is I was raped My sisters call me a prude... The truth is I was raped w...

sometimes I wish I could be more, have more money and have what I want. sarina russo taught me learned helplessness. but I want empowerment. I curse that woman. she hilter hell wohhh-man. she attacked me.

sometimes I wish I could be more, have more money and have what I want. sarina russo taught me learn...