I wish i was beautiful and skinny. my weight is considered a joke. my friends all say that they wish they were as skinny as me, but i known you are lying. can't even sympathize correctly. I'm afraid of being judged... that they will see my flaws. they say flaws are good, but i tend to disagree. my being fat is a flaw. my cracked lips are a flaw. i, myself am a flaw of this earth. but what can an 11 year old do? that's not even the half of it.