I'm 13 and I got raped by walking around drunk by myself and i dont remeber .

Sometimes I wonder if there really is a God. I've been going to church for 3 years and whenever I compare my life to my brothers and sisters, mine looses. They have lasting relationships, I don't. They can hold in alcohol, I can't. They got drunk at a younger age then me and is more experienced in that but I've already have to get my stomach pumped. They've been driving for longer than me, but I've already crashed. I trained for swimming for soo many years, my twin brother is in the olympics. I won't get there. Back in school, my grades were worse, but I tried soo much harder. I can't hold a job. I had surgery as an infant and have a disgusting 20cm scar. Oh and my financial situation SUCKS. My family isn't interested in religion, they used to give me s*** when I first became interested. But my life still sucks. Why would a god give his decendant a f****** s*** life that makes me want to give up and just do E or harder drugs to escape reality when people who are athiests go through life easy breezy? I'm over this.

Sometimes I wonder if there really is a God. I've been going to church for 3 years and whenever I co...

I'm 18 and i have the most amazing boyfriend ever. we have been through a lot of s*** in the past, we have known each other for almost 3 years and dated for like a month in the past. now its almost our 6 month annv. and i couldn't be happier! i was a virgin when i met him and i lost it to him which i don't regret. we have an awesome s** life but i feel retarded bc now i'm like addicted. i'm on birth control and i always want s**. is that bad? does anyone have any hot,kinky or pleasurable positions we can try??!!?

I'm 18 and i have the most amazing boyfriend ever. we have been through a lot of s*** in the past, w...

If only I had been myself I lied, so much that there is no way I could ever expect him to forgive me, even though he said he loved me. I pretended to be a girl, I clearly am not. I talked to a boy I went to school with and pretended to be from another state. I lied a lot and dramatically but I was always the person I am in the inside, with him. He said he loved me and I know I do but I want him to know the truth but I'm scared what he will do. It's been two years but I still feel extremely guilty and I still care about him and really wish we could be friends. He's the only person I have ever really trusted.

If only I had been myself I lied, so much that there is no way I could ever expect him to forgive me...