I had sex with my son. It started fast while I was a little drunk one night, which i get drunk a lot. He was in his room, hes 19 (its just the two of us in the house, his father and i divorced when he was three). I am 5'7", 36D cup, slim and toned, 43 year old blonde. Anyway I went into his room and he was playing some game online with his friends. Over and over I have told him to keep the volume down. So this time I had it. I grabbed a slightly heavy wrench, i guess it was, and threw his door open and hit the top of the machine just right i suppose because it broke the damn thing. Anyways I felt terrible, started to kiss him on the cheek, and before I knew it i had his penis in my mouth, giving him vigorous oral sex. He entered me in my vagina after asking...I said yes...entered me without a condom and began, I cant even say it. But I couldnt have an "accident" with him, so when it was time I told him to stop and got on the edge of the bed and put his penis back into my mouth, where he ejaculated more than once. The worst part is I swallowed every last bit. I feel horrible, but he has since given me two facials, but no intercourse (not that im trying, he is 19 but I know im messed up..)