I was 9 years old when i had my first sexual experience. It was with my older brother. He was 14 and from what i can remember, was always touching me since I turned 7. Any chance he got, he would fondle and grope me. He was always showing me his hard on. It was very large and bigger than my father's cock. Only reason I bring this up is that dad made me suck him off when I was 8. He was drunk and passed out during the act. The next say he didn't remember a thing. It was the only time he would make advances towards me but I still had to deal with my brother.