I am in my first relationship with a female, it's been over a year now. However as time passed I've been feeling less and less in love. I didn't think it would be a big problem, cause I was trying to fall in love again and not hurt her, because she is amazing person, but now I'm freaking out because I started crushing on someone else SO bad! Which I didn't want to happen. Im trying to stop but it gets worse and I can see the disaster coming. Not sure how to feel. Worst part is the other person is in a relationship, too. Even though they look at the same place as we are, I wouldnt want to break them up but sometimes I barely handle myself not to say anything. I can't stop thinking about her and I'm afraid if she shows any obvious interest in me I'd probably act on it. Which scares me. I'm out of control. I don't want to hurt anyone...I wish I could run away.