I'm struggling with an eating disorder I restrict, exercise and then if I binge I will purge it. I don't know what to do I don't know how to ask for help because it seems like I could never have an eating disorder like when I say it out loud it sounds so stupid to me How could I ever have an eating disorder I just look like any other person It's just so hard right now I'm struggling and no one knows Its also so hard to look into a mirror looking at my body I'm just fat and ugly I will always be fat and ugly

I'm struggling with an eating disorder I restrict, exercise and then if I binge I will purge it. I don't know what to do I don't know how to ask for help because it seems like I could never have an eating disorder like when I say it out loud it sounds so stupid to me How could I ever have an eating disorder I just look like any other person It's just so hard right now I'm struggling and no one knows Its also so hard to look into a mirror looking at my body I'm just fat and ugly I will always be fat and ugly

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Me and my wife went to my friend house Jerome's to watch the Green Bay Packers San Francisco 49ers game. My wife Mara is a huge green bay fan. It looked good on the Green Bay side for three plays. Jerome looks at Mara said I bet you any thing 49ers win this game. We were in Colorado springs visiting a few friends for a long weekend. Colorado springs is a medical marijuana only community. Mara and I enjoy a good smoke so she bet him a quarter pound of what ever he had grown. Jerome He said bet, if you lose baby girl for that kinda wager your gonna have to bet me an orgasm head ass or smash he said. Deal Mara said. Mara is five foot three. Half Hawaiian half white doll face she is thirty four looks likes she's twenty four. Wide hips juicy ass. Wide hips large dd breast shapely legs curvy voluptuous figure yet athletic. Jerome is six foot five plays basketball athletic. Either way the game was 8 to 37. We sat around bullshiting for a bit then he looked at Mara bets a bet he said grabbing his crotch through his shorts. He rolled a blunt. Me and Jerome swapped spots I took his easy chair he sat next to Mara on the couch. Mara was wearing three inch heels. A dress that stopped just above her knees tan sheer thigh highs. Her cleavage was pooring out it was hot. We smoked the blunt Jerome groping Mara running his hands up her legs and under her dress. A minute later he had her panties off. Not going to lie it's kinda hot. Jerome kissed up her neck sucked on her ears while fondling her breast. Mara decided to try and give Jerome a blow job and get him off. Jerome pulled out his cock. That cock was huge slightly oval shaped but thick as my wirst a fat mushroom tip of a cock head. Nine inches long and a huge wrinkled black ball sack. As Mara sucked him as best she could the whole time he groped her and fingered her pussy. Jerome held a hand full of Mara black hair. As she tried her best to get more then just his head in her mouth. Mara got Jerome slightly hard but could not do a lot with his size. Jerome got on his knees got between her legs and ate her pussy. Mara rocked her hips grabbed the arm of the couch and the back of the couch moaning and gasping as he Ate her out. Ten or fifteen minutes later he stood up took off his shirt dropped his shorts. Jerome carved muscle body dark as coal looked at Mara opening her legs. Baby Mara said looking at me a bets a bet I said. She looked so nervous. Jerome rubbed her cock up and down Mara pussy. Now she was dripping wet Jerome slid into Mara penetrating her tight pink slight. Getting half way into her. She grabbed his shoulders and tried to get more in opening her legs as wide as she could and slowly rocking her hips. Jerome was balls deep in Mara five minutes later. Jerome was making long rhythmic strokes I can't say it was hard or rough. Just long deep strokes from the tip of his cockhead to his balls. Mara was letting out soft little pouty moans. He was so thick he was pulling her inner labia around with his thrusting Mara's pussy literally clung and gripped his dick. This was kind hot won't lie. A moment letter he pulled out got a bag of pot from his end table told me to smoke a joint or blunt. He took my wife up to his room. The couch was hard for Jerome to get comfortable on. He told me to come watch if I wanted. I let them go up rolled two joints and light it up. A few moments later I could hear Mara soft pouty moans again I knew he was eating her out. Half way through my first she was quite. A short while later I heard his headboard hitting the wall and shortly after I heard steady moans from Mara getting louder and softer. Second joint his headboard was hitting the wall harder and harder and she was moaning more and more. I put my joint out walked into Jerome's bedroom. My wife was naked head to toe. Her legs open wide Jerome on top rubbing her clit and play with her nipples pounding her pussy. Ramming his cock into her as hard as he could Mara did not notice me at all. Her hand grabbing his shoulders moaning her head tilted back. He fucked the shit out of her. Jerome pulled out put Mara on her knees and fucked her from behind. Her large tits moving back and forth. Her moans way louder. He kept plowing into her from behind slapping her thick ass. Jerome called her name's slut whore dick junkie cock whore snowbunny. Jerome made her cum several times with me watching. I heard Mara saying I need that cock baby and fuck my pussy. When he called her a slut she moaned harder. When he called he a snowbunny she told him to give her that black dick. Mara talked dirty and moaned loudly throwing her Shel back on his dick. I went down rolled another joint and smoked it. I listened hard as a rock. At the end of my joint they both got quite. So I rolled blunt expecting they were done. But a few minutes later maybe ten or fifteen I heard her moaning again. So I smoked the blunt for a minute. Half way through I heard Mara yell out a moan and I'm cumming repeatedly. I walked up to Jerome room again. He had Mara on her side in a sitting position. Jerome on his hands and knees was pounding her sideways. He pulled out and rolled Mara on her back. Damn y'all done I said looking at them sweaty and naked. Nah bro not even close to Jerome said. Baby I'm trying to make him cum but he won't Mara said looking at me. I saw his cum leaking out of her. Okay I said walking back to finish my blunt. I heard them keep going it was midnight several hours since the game ended. I went back up to his room hearing Mara moan frantically. I went up as Jerome was grunting through locked teeth. He made the same slow rhythmic thrusts as when he started fucking my wife only full in her. Mara moaned out I feel your hot cum filling up my pussy baby keep pumping. Jerome pulled out and Mara pussy was red puffy swollen and raw yet she rubbed her clit. I had not walked in the room yet I peep watched and listened. I walked in y'all wanna smoke a blunt I asked. Man bro I'm trying to get this nut off but can't. We walked down all three of us smoked a blunt they were still nude. Half way through with the blunt Jerome got a hard on and Mara rode his dick hard and fast dropping on his dick from half way plunging on to his dick. Before long they were back up in his room by now it was one twenty and I was passing out. It was six thirty am I went to his room. Jerome and Mara were passed out her ass and pussy had cum dripping and oozing out. I looked at the two of them woke Mara up and we went to our hotel. She said she was sorry she could not resist getting as many rounds in as she could for one and for two she had stopped her birth control so she could switch to a new birth control. I would not be so nervous but he came in her multiple time for several hours. So now I'm worried she is pregnant and paranoid because Jerome only lives two hours south of us.

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