flies flees and lice in the bed and house what am I supposed to do with no income ?

I don't trust people and churches the way I used to - this is what you have done to me, my trust was destroyed as a child, I didn't trust political people or police even, or teachers bc of abuse. I would never go to parties bc all I ever got was put downs, insults, sexual abuse. physical assaults, belittled and degridated, made fun of. labeled crazy. shut out, not as cool as all the other little mongrels, pushed out even at my own birthday events. made to feel less all the time. I didn't trust a lot of people. I was alone often hurting deeply in pain of one type or another. I feel joyce handled the whole thing wrong, so did william and adults who should have known better.

I don't trust people and churches the way I used to - this is what you have done to me, my trust was...

When I was 17 I raped my mother. She didn't tell anyone about it. I raped her again when I was 20 and she still didn't tell anyone. I don't regret it.

When I was 17 I raped my mother. She didn't tell anyone about it. I raped her again when I was 20 ...

my grandfather killed during the war and gave the headhunter tribes the army tinned meats and got marshalled for it but got a number of war medals we never knew about til after he died. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hN5X4kGhAtU

my grandfather killed during the war and gave the headhunter tribes the army tinned meats and got ma...