And I do feel like a bitch for telling you to not talk to me anymore because of that tiny chance that you actually did want to be my friend after it all, even though I figured it would be the best for the both of us. I know I'm crazy for still caring about you so much and allowing you to have so much power over my life. I don't have anyone to talk to about this because then they'll for sure know I'm crazy and dumb. I don't know what to do, though. You just still make me feel so, so awful.