my birthday is coming up. it lands on a monday. what a whack day.. so i've decided to do something on saturday. now the thing is, usually, i go out of my way to help plan or plan a party myself for my closest friends and i feel great doing it! now, i dont do this thinking "oh, they better do the same for me", that's far from my mind but now i'm struggling to find where and what to do for this saturday and i have no idea. like i said, i don't do these acts of party planning to get something in return, but i do hope someone has something planned at the least to surprise me. that'd be great. ugh, frustration

my birthday is coming up. it lands on a monday. what a whack day.. so i've decided to do something on saturday. now the thing is, usually, i go out of my way to help plan or plan a party myself for my closest friends and i feel great doing it! now, i dont do this thinking "oh, they better do the same for me", that's far from my mind but now i'm struggling to find where and what to do for this saturday and i have no idea. like i said, i don't do these acts of party planning to get something in return, but i do hope someone has something planned at the least to surprise me. that'd be great. ugh, frustration

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