Back in October I decided to go to a concert that was down the street from me by myself. I ended up hanging out with a bunch of people until 6am, just because they were so fun to be around. They invited me to another concert a couple hours away the following night and I was all in! It was the last night any of them would be around because they all lived about 7 hours away. So the next night I ended up making out with one of the guys I was hanging out with, in the backseat of my car. He definitely wanted more, but I was too shy/embarrassed and was convinced I was never going to hear from him again. However, he ended up texting me the following day. All of his texts were requests for me to come visit him and to send him pictures and sexual stuff, but I was loving it. Then we stopped talking for about a month, where out of the blue he texted me asking me to come visit. We talked for a couple of days and then stopped for another month.. Then last week he texted me again. He asked AGAIN for me to come visit and I said maybe and he said good.. and that was it. I can't stop thinking about this guy! I really want to go visit but I'm not sure if I'm being ridiculous. Another complication is.. I'm a virgin- and just FYI I'm 20. So obviously I'd be losing it if I went down there, but would I regret that? I feel like I wouldn't but maybe it's much more life altering than I'm anticipating. I'm not sure what to do, and I don't know who to talk to about it. I need some advice! Anyone?

Back in October I decided to go to a concert that was down the street from me by myself. I ended up hanging out with a bunch of people until 6am, just because they were so fun to be around. They invited me to another concert a couple hours away the following night and I was all in! It was the last night any of them would be around because they all lived about 7 hours away. So the next night I ended up making out with one of the guys I was hanging out with, in the backseat of my car. He definitely wanted more, but I was too shy/embarrassed and was convinced I was never going to hear from him again. However, he ended up texting me the following day. All of his texts were requests for me to come visit him and to send him pictures and sexual stuff, but I was loving it. Then we stopped talking for about a month, where out of the blue he texted me asking me to come visit. We talked for a couple of days and then stopped for another month.. Then last week he texted me again. He asked AGAIN for me to come visit and I said maybe and he said good.. and that was it. I can't stop thinking about this guy! I really want to go visit but I'm not sure if I'm being ridiculous. Another complication is.. I'm a virgin- and just FYI I'm 20. So obviously I'd be losing it if I went down there, but would I regret that? I feel like I wouldn't but maybe it's much more life altering than I'm anticipating. I'm not sure what to do, and I don't know who to talk to about it. I need some advice! Anyone?
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