i hate pa the baker he is annoying giving free stuff that makes me sick

I am a woman in my 40s who has hardly ever had sex. I have never had sex because I wanted to out of love. No. I have been stalked and hunted down. A few people have stalked me. Men bullying me in work force and also a man constantly abusing me saying things like “I like seeing her like a caged lion”, “I want to rub your face with a kitchen grater” , “I am teaching you how to fight like a soldier you dumb fat ugly old useless rue gal” and worse for years it was “I want to rape you with a knife to your neck” and more about how his piss should taste and so on. He would get a shock to see my new boyfriend! He wants to kill him. People do believe me. He said “He was going to punish me for rejecting him” he is so crazy to the point he has broken into my families home and stolen things and puts knives in the yard and he is like Halloween all the time. Seriously crazy. I just want him to live to see my new boyfriend with me, loving me and I don’t want my boyfriend to get hurt but he said he won’t let me down.

I am a woman in my 40s who has hardly ever had sex. I have never had sex because I wanted to out of ...

This germ keeps abusing me, he doesn't know me. he doesn't know my struggles from my past or present. I just want him to get lost and go abuse his own and stop annoying me at his tram stop. if he could just get run over by a train it would feel good after the dirty scum raping me. He doesn't know about my boyfriend and what a better life my boyfriend can give me and how my boyfriend gives me better sex and romance from the heart then he could ever but he thought he was that and a bag of sh**s. If my boyfriend could kill him he would. I don't want my boyfriend to do jail for me but. I know it rips at everyone hearts who loves me, that this germ has tried so many times to push me apart from those I love and those who truly love me. Its like torture. you know, you just want it to stop. I was an innocent stupid girl but that is now how I have to be abused for ever.

This germ keeps abusing me, he doesn't know me. he doesn't know my struggles from my past or present...

I'm materialistic and recently, things have been getting out of control. If a bag isn't Louis Vuitton or Gucci, I won't carry it. If jewelry isn't from Tiffanys, I won't wear it. I spend my parents' money on accessories because I feel as if I "need" them and after a while, I feel guilty. I try to stop but its like a never ending cycle I go through.

I'm materialistic and recently, things have been getting out of control. If a bag isn't Louis Vuitto...