betadine= it looks like i shat my panties. hefff hefff hefff!

hi if ur reading this I hope you can understand how I'm feeling right now. I'm 22 years old and about to turn 23 in two years which sucks then I can't be with guy I know I love. You may say that I'm just any teenager girl that went through this but ur wrong. I'm not like the other teenage girls, I don't think they have been raped by their older brother the whole elementary till when u were in 7th grade he stop. I don't think a teenage girl has been through that. And I want to tell the man I love but I'm afraid that he will leave me for not telling him. Now it has been worst because my mom knows that I'm in love with this guy but won't let me be with him. Which sucks a lot of ass. Now I don't know what to do now I feel like I should kill myself but on the other hand is telling me to wait for those two years and then you will be happy. I really hate my mom. All she does is make feel bad about myself since day 1 the day I was born which sucks too. But I guessi have to stay strong for him.

hi if ur reading this I hope you can understand how I'm feeling right now. I'm 22 years old and abou...

I'm sure I have OCD. I have all the symptoms, but I'm too afraid to tell anyone. I'm not yet comfortable talkingto someone or addmiting it, and my mum called me a weirdo and hit me when she saw me scratching myself. I don't do that all the time, I just do it sometimes if I get really stressed. When she found out that the doctor had recommended I see a therapist after I apparently had all the symptoms of hypochondriaisis, she said I was too young and it started off the OCD and has being getting worse ever since.

I'm sure I have OCD. I have all the symptoms, but I'm too afraid to tell anyone. I'm not yet comfort...

I feel so lonely. My heart aches and I am dying on the inside. No one knows how bad it is bc I smile and push past my tears. My bucket is almost empty and I don't know how much more I can take of this feeling. I want to die. I think about it. I fantasize about it. I don't think I can make it. I don't think that there is a light at the end of this dark and dreary tunnel. Maybe this time I will get it right. I talk to my self all the time because I am the only who will listen to me or be my friend, I have made up invisible friends as well like I did when I was 5. I did that to deal with so many deaths round me the time. sometimes I shut reality out completely.

I feel so lonely. My heart aches and I am dying on the inside. No one knows how bad it is bc I smile...