I'm a straight guy but I fantasize about guys sometimes

have read alot of the confessions on here that i think are not true but here is one that is...I was molested when i was young 5 to 6 years old by a friend of the family he was 5 or 6 years older than me. I am male and he would make me fondle and suck his p**** and either make me swallow or watch him j*** off and c**. I didn't like it at first but then i got to liking it and would want to do it. then he tried to have a*** s** with me & my mother caught us before it happened and i got confused my mother hated him and told me thats wasn't right...My point is that not very many people know it happened and now at 33 i have had urges to have s** with men and have. Until recently I have had to hide the fact that i'm bi from all of my girlfriend and my wife we are divorced now. I found a woman that is bi and just joked with her that i was to & she liked the idea so she started playing anally with me and we have had a few threesome with both men and other woman I love it she really understands and enjoys it as much as i do and she doesn't judge me for wanting to have s** with men she likes to watch and join.My question is should i marry her because she is so accepting of my sexual nature and that we get alone well or should i cover up my bi side and find another woman and settle down?

have read alot of the confessions on here that i think are not true but here is one that is...I was...

Boyfriends fantasy ended My bf always had a fantasy of f****** me in his work, and we did it a while ago, twice before it had to end after the third time, he liked to have me dress up and a h***** and pretend to pick me up in his van, take me to his works workshop and f*** me in, like i said we dis it twice and it was great but the third time he had a phone call (as he was on call) had to leave and fo attend a job, so he was barely gone 5mins and his boss turns up, i tryed to hide bur he knew i was there as he had cctv inside so he had aeen and watches the whole thing everytime, he confronted me, told me that it was a sackable offence unless we made a deal, as you can guess, me standing infront his dressed as a h***** he had only one thing in mind, so dispite not wanting to, i f***** my bfs boss on every dirty surface he wanted, and i got to admit, it was amazing, hot, grubby s** and it was breathetaking, he had so much stamina, he f***** me hard and with so much l***, after 20mins or so he pulled out and c** on my face, i thought it was it but he kept his b**** and stuck his d*** back into me and carryed on f****** me, legs on his shoulders he kept f****** me till i too came! after that he had me on the floor on all fours pulling my hair till he came close to cuming and he climbed over me stuck his d*** in my mouth, my face still covered in his c**, and i felt his d*** spurt his load into the cheeks of my closed mouth, once he was done he told me he disnt want to see me in his premisies for awhile and that this fantasy of my bfa had to stop or he would be sack and he would show him the footage of us f******, (something i forgot all about) so i followed wverything he said and now my bf had moved companys and i feel safe saying this,

Boyfriends fantasy ended My bf always had a fantasy of f****** me in his work, and we did it a whil...

I Hate Life So my gf and I broke up recently, and we still hung out and did stuff but tonight we were talking and she told me that its never going to work out, and i loved this girl more than my own life..I feel like s*** ive never cried over a girl or family member more than her.. I just want her to realize that im not going to hurt her and I REALLY LOVE HER.. but she dosent get it i hate lifee

I Hate Life So my gf and I broke up recently, and we still hung out and did stuff but tonight we wer...