I have been letting my sister in-law suck my cock. Every day for 25 years and doing anal Sex

Escape Myself I like the idea of being raped or kidnapped....maybe because I crave attention? I don't feel like anyone ever pays attetion. All I do is sit on this computer wishing I had someone to talk to. My one best friend likes my sister more than me and now they are best friends...kind of. I don't socialize well. And I am not a good person. Sometimes I wish that people would just leave me alone. Other times I wish they could see how unhappy I am and that I need somebody..anybody to just listen. I hate being black. I wish I were white. Black people just aren't usually known for being good people. I wished that guys would just pay attention to me. I wish that I could die. I would try suicide but I'm a coward. Growing up in a christian home, well suicide is a sin and I am afraid of going to h***. I wish I could hear God's voice. I wish I was like my sister. Her life is so good. She is so good. Shes a christian and shes in love. Everything works out for her and I truly believe that its because of God. For some reason I can't get that close. For some reason every time I turn back to God I turn away again. I'm not beautiful. I have no common sense. I have a low voice and I am 155lbs. My 'friends' say I don't look it. I just want to sleep all day. Or play on the computer. I wish I could escape myself.Abuse..but its good My step dad as been sexually abusing me since i was 9, im 15 now, and i actually like it. We have s** whenever we can. I think i may be in love with him.

Escape Myself I like the idea of being raped or kidnapped....maybe because I crave attention? I don'...

we were told by higher powers to go to in search of wisdom of the little people who the Egyptians worshiped.

we were told by higher powers to go to in search of wisdom of the little people who the Egyptians wo...

Since we were little kids, my best friend's been a little bit on the dramatic side, you could say. I'm kind of calm and composed, and she always seems to think she's dying of something. It gets a little old after a while. When you're teenagers you kind of expect it, someone acting like the world revolves around their own little personal dramas is pretty much par for the course. I did kind of expect though, that she'd grow out of it some time in our mid-twenties. Still waiting. Don't get me wrong, I love her, it may not sound like it right now, but I do. I just don't understand how she functions in the grown-up world. Sweetie, you work a 9-5 office job, it's really not a tough life. I work 80 hours a week and I don't b**** half as much as you do, seriously, it's time to grow up a little. Also: please stop b******* to me about animal rights and how much better animals are than people when you buy ridiculously expensive animal-tested cosmetics. Seriously.

Since we were little kids, my best friend's been a little bit on the dramatic side, you could say. I...