Cuando tenía 17 años, tuve una pareja donde "jugueteabamos" tocandonos en cualquier parte intima molestandonos, sin embargo aveces él hacía esto cuando yo no estaba de humor pese a que aveces yo dijera que no, y como no era tomado en serio un día él no se sentía bien, yo lo hice pensando que no iba en serio...Cuando llegué a casa él me confesó que no quería que lo tocase en ese momento, y que eso estaba mal, también que en reiteradas ocasiones no le gustó que le insista para tener relaciones, por lo cual me disculpé y no volví a hacerlo. Sin embargo el no ser consciente en su momento es algo que me carcome aún 3 años después de nuestra ruptura, ya que no dejo de pensar en lo mal que estuvo el hacer eso, no fui consciente pero ahora que soy consciente de la magnitud de daño que produje no puedo dejar de pensar en ello.

Cuando tenía 17 años, tuve una pareja donde "jugueteabamos" tocandonos en cualquier parte intima molestandonos, sin embargo aveces él hacía esto cuando yo no estaba de humor pese a que aveces yo dijera que no, y como no era tomado en serio un día él no se sentía bien, yo lo hice pensando que no iba en serio...Cuando llegué a casa él me confesó que no quería que lo tocase en ese momento, y que eso estaba mal, también que en reiteradas ocasiones no le gustó que le insista para tener relaciones, por lo cual me disculpé y no volví a hacerlo. Sin embargo el no ser consciente en su momento es algo que me carcome aún 3 años después de nuestra ruptura, ya que no dejo de pensar en lo mal que estuvo el hacer eso, no fui consciente pero ahora que soy consciente de la magnitud de daño que produje no puedo dejar de pensar en ello.
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