so stupid...e ignored me completely and never sat beside me What I Want . So he thinks we are meeting at the local Barnes & Nobles and he goes. I don't show up and he talks to me later that day and asks what gives. I made up a lie that my family forced me to do stuff with them that day and there would be no way I could have gotten over to him. He bought it and for years we kept in touch and cybered and had phone s**. I've messed with tons of men in the same fashion. I make them think I will meet for s** but then trick them and I have a laugh but yet again part of me always wants to actually go. I'm 20 now so its not illegal anymore so I could but I don't have the guts . So he thinks we are meeting at the local Barnes & Nobles and he goes. I don't show up and he talks to me later that day and asks what gives. I made up a lie that my family forced me to do stuff with them that day and there would be no way I could have gotten over to him. He bought it and for years we kept in touch and cybered and had phone s**. I've messed with tons of men in the same fashion. I make them think I will meet for s** but then trick them and I have a laugh but yet again part of me always wants to actually go. I'm 20 now so its not illegal anymore so I could but I don't have the guts *rant finished* x