I get so bored hearing other peoples advice all the time. I just switch them off a lot.

I thank god I was saved from motherhood, work and marriage.

I thank god I was saved from motherhood, work and marriage.

my cousin is a narcissist to the bone, she never does anything or conversation with you without shoving barbs in secret and she likes reactions out of you. she does deceptive things with fake smiles to your face. she is cunning at never really saying much against you around you but it comes out via her partners and she gets people to attack for her like her mother, father, kids or partners . none the less she is a back stabbing slut anyway. I just have given up trying to think nice thoughts about her or see the good just to save how I look to others. when the true is there for all to see what she has been doing abusing people and her lies and games and how her family has fallen down around her and she thinks she is the winner. she thinks she has the secret and edge on everyone and she thinks she is better then everyone. when she is not even seeing it from others views that I hear who talk about her negatively around me. even her own mother runs her down to me and laughs at her. I don't know what her game is and I don't care anymore. when the police officer rang me I just said "I didn't want to get my cousin in to trouble" but I should have. She has probably caused me a lot of trouble and I never did a thing to harm her life. She likes to get you feeling negative about yourself and feeling like hopeless and no positive future and shallow compliments that are not real and genuine. I told someone I knew she was going to get pregnant soon. I knew she was having an online affair and wanted out and waited to stir her exhusband up. I regret the compliments I gave her. I learnt so much out of this with them and how they can not be trusted at all and what backstabbers they are and they don't know love at all. They find it so hard to say any nice things and be positive about others, and I need to learn to do it back.

my cousin is a narcissist to the bone, she never does anything or conversation with you without shov...

I'm in my late teens with a stuttering problem, and up till now I never dared to admit how much the problem is affecting me, especially emotionally. Sometimes, I wish I could just lock myself up in my room and not talk to anyone. I die a little inside whenever I stutter on words and people look at me funny wondering what's wrong with me. I hate the people who imitates my stutter and very often, if not for some remains of self-control, I would have committed murder many times over. And whenever I observed how the rest of the world is normal and could communicate so fluently, I wish that I could just kill myself to bring myself out of my sufferings. I never once talk about my problems to my friends (thank God for them) because I'm the one they often look for when they have problems and I feel that I'm staying strong for them if they ever need my support. But truth is, I feel like shouting at them and breaking down in front of them just to show that their life can never be as bad as mine. I'm appearing strong outside for them, but inside, I'm breaking down everytime. I'm breaking down more often now. I'm at an age where I'm concerned about my future. I wonder what kind of girls would date someone who stutters, who might not be able to profess his love for her. I'm worried about the jobs I have in the future, because stutterers cannot communicate efficiently. So often, I'm on the verge of doing something erratic, maybe kill someone, then kill myself. I don't dare to admit it, but I never felt so alone and isolated from everyone; no one knows how it's like to be afflicted with such a curse. I guess I just need to know that there's someone out there who cares.

I'm in my late teens with a stuttering problem, and up till now I never dared to admit how much the ...