dreamed about Epstein haunting to kill me after he died.

my birthday is coming up. it lands on a monday. what a whack day.. so i've decided to do something on saturday. now the thing is, usually, i go out of my way to help plan or plan a party myself for my closest friends and i feel great doing it! now, i dont do this thinking "oh, they better do the same for me", that's far from my mind but now i'm struggling to find where and what to do for this saturday and i have no idea. like i said, i don't do these acts of party planning to get something in return, but i do hope someone has something planned at the least to surprise me. that'd be great. ugh, frustration

my birthday is coming up. it lands on a monday. what a whack day.. so i've decided to do something o...

Confusion 8990# So I met this amazing girl and I fell for her right away. I relate to very few people and like even less of them, so when I met a girl who I liked being around and could relate to who also liked me back I was so happy. So we go on a date and it was great we talked and had fun it was a success I'd say. Then the second time we hangout I find out she had a thing for a long time with this total loser from my old school. Normally I'd over look it for her because we all make mistakes. She tells me he mistreated her and was horrible to her but they still talk all the time! Now I feel like a worthless loser becaue I'm losing to this guy and literally it has destroyed my confidence to the point where I get self conscious around my family. I keep thinking everyone is going to figure out I'm essentially worthless and do just what she did keep me around just as another possession and not give a damn about me in the slightest. I'm just upset becaue I still want her and I feel even worse because with my destroyed confidence I don't have a shot in h*** anymore.

Confusion 8990# So I met this amazing girl and I fell for her right away. I relate to very few peop...

Today after work I went to the rest/truck stop. I parked my car and rolled down the windows. I took my seat belt off and leaned my seat back. When I was leaned back in the seat my entire round belly was exposed (all 45 inches). I had on a revealing shirt to make this all possible. I made sure that the people who walked by my car saw my belly in its entirety. When someone walked past my car I made sure to take a deep breath so that my belly got rounder and bigger and it made my belly button stick straight out at attention. I put my hands behind my head and each time someone looked at me and my belly and belly button I o***** so hard. It was the loudest orgam and it felt so wonderful. During the orgrasm my back would arch back making my belly more round and my belly button stuck out even further. It was the best thing ever. People just kept walking past and looking at me. I felt so free and good. The man that was parked next to me stood there and acted like he was checking his phone, but I know he was watching me because he made it so obvious. That made me come the hardest. Does anyone else do this?

Today after work I went to the rest/truck stop. I parked my car and rolled down the windows. I took ...