I don't trust people and churches the way I used to - this is what you have done to me, my trust was destroyed as a child, I didn't trust political people or police even, or teachers bc of abuse. I would never go to parties bc all I ever got was put downs, insults, sexual abuse. physical assaults, belittled and degridated, made fun of. labeled crazy. shut out, not as cool as all the other little mongrels, pushed out even at my own birthday events. made to feel less all the time. I didn't trust a lot of people. I was alone often hurting deeply in pain of one type or another. I feel joyce handled the whole thing wrong, so did william and adults who should have known better.