everyone wants to complain so I can complain too. see how you like it.

what you don't know I'm that girl that has many faces, but you only see one. I'm that girl that helps you with your problems but mine are never fixed. I go it alone and try my best, when you're in the sun and happy. I am the person who stands it alone, in the night, in my bed, my blanket between my teeth to quiet my cry. I'm the girl that can hide everything. I'm the one that has all the secrets, a tower of defense, a moat in front of me. I can cross to help you, but I'm not going to burden you. I stay in my daydreams to escape reality, and get angry when I feel bad for myself. I hate myself when I try to help myself because I don't think it will get better. And once a month, I spew all this out on this website so I can fill myself back up with more feelings. I'm a great actor, aren't I? I'm probably a parrot. I repeat and say the thing that need to be, so youll leave me alone. I want help, but I don't want yours. You won't understand, you'll say "what, how could this happen? Aren't you happy with your life? Why are you feeling depressed? " What you don't realize is I AM DEPRESSED. NOT FEELING DEPRESSED. TO FEEL DEPRESSED IS TO HAVE IT IN ONE MOMENT. TO BE IS TO BE AND TO FEEL IS TO FEEL. DO NOT MIX THEM UP. i am not the same as you i am the girl who is not like you and your feelings we are different and that is that, if you cant understand that, you can not help me

what you don't know I'm that girl that has many faces, but you only see one. I'm that girl that hel...

so went night clubbing this afternoon while bars were low and its nice in the afternoon to hit the city clubs with maximum office and legal clerk clientele.

so went night clubbing this afternoon while bars were low and its nice in the afternoon to hit the c...

Google is your friend Google. Yes, get used to it. GOOGLE. GOOGLE is your friend. GOOGLE can help you with your planning. We're not a fucking travel agent, so GOOGLE THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR TRAVEL PLAN! I'm serious. You want to know how to get from Kuala Lumpur to Bangkok?Google the damn thing, it's very easy, just type your start and end destinations. Want to know how to get from the ferry terminal to the bus stop? Google map is a marvelous invention. GODDAMNIT GOOGLE THEM! Why should I fucking help you when you don't even TRY to google?! I've given all the links that you would ever needed (maps with coordinates, bus schedules and routes, itineraries) and you still ASK AGAIN?! If they're not enough, then GOOGLE! There are so many backpackers and travel forums out there that can help you, DAMNIT! GOOGLE!

Google is your friend Google. Yes, get used to it. GOOGLE. GOOGLE is your friend. GOOGLE can help ...