I really love this guy I just met but I can't say anything. its just a crush thing.

the bachelor show is stupid I don't mind the guy on "the bachelor" at the moment but the show is so superficial and fake. he has a cute smile. I just wish a guy would wine and dine me and woo me like that cuz I am sick of doing sick masturbation as partner sex is strange but curious to me. I am sick of fighting for a guy like those bitches do on the show though, and most of the girls are so plastic with gross blonde dyed hair and chunky lips and over made up make up ... and act so tacky. I could not go on that show I would shake all the time around those bitches and around him. It would be a comedy me shaking at the dinner table ... I am looking for my own type of mr bachelor... and I do not watch the show. I used to a few years ago but think they are silly. love is not a competition.

the bachelor show is stupid I don't mind the guy on "the bachelor" at the moment but the show is so...

that's how long I spent with her. 5 random hours. We met online, exchanged long detailed emails, then decided to meet for coffee at Starbucks on Saturday. She was my future wife and I was hers. I pray that God brings her back into my life when we are both ready. I also pray pray that he tells me why she has ignored me every since that day. I still love her. I am a fool for it.

that's how long I spent with her. 5 random hours. We met online, exchanged long detailed emails, the...

How Dreams are Stolen Dream sabotage is often subtle, it comes in the form of "Are you sure you want to do that?" Someone close to me stole my dream of going to a writer's retreat. I asked this person if she could watch my kids while I went to a writer's retreat. She said, "Oh that would be a nice time away for you and John." I said, "No I'm going alone." She said, "Oh, you're leaving your husband and going away for a week. I've never spent time away from my husband." Without saying it she made me feel as if I was selfish for wanting to spend time working on my craft. I understood that I was being told that my writing -and therefore my creativity-wasn't as important as family commitments. Although she didn't tell me I couldn't go I began to have second thoughts and wouldn't you know it, I still haven't made it to the retreat. Some dream stealers aren't so subtle; they come right out and tell you that you have no talent and that you'll never make it. And of course, they're telling you this because they have your best interests at heart and don't want you to end up broken hearted. Beating the Thieves Although they'd deny it to their last dying breath, dream stealers really don't know what's best for you and the sooner that you acknowledge that, the quicker you'll be on the path to reaching your dreams.

How Dreams are Stolen Dream sabotage is often subtle, it comes in the form of "Are you sure you want...