fuck off threatening me or I will call the police you ! fuck off demon.

consider all options....i am stressed no doubt but i KNOW things will work out...i feel like i have alot on my shoulders and much more to come.......pot and money isnt the answer....gambling just escapism and digging the hole bigger....and idk temporary as most things in life are. arg...down for sure.....tired of being tired..tired of pounding away with no results......meh ife goes on...pick yourself up dust your self off and start all over again. :)

consider all options....i am stressed no doubt but i KNOW things will work out...i feel like i have...

I feel like such a reject. My family is always reminding me of how terrible of a person I am and they blame everything on me and it has psychologically ruined me. I started to abuse drugs and hurting myself and the people that actually did care about me like my boyfriend. I feel like I can't trust anyone. I stay up late at night every single night sick to my stomach about past sins and current situations. I spent my Christmas crying my eyes out because here's to another ,sloppy knight.

I feel like such a reject. My family is always reminding me of how terrible of a person I am and the...

You look at me from the outside and it seems like I am doing alright, put together, professionally stable and in control. But the truth is - I am overwhelmed. It's not the same as depression, and it's not all sadness. More of an overall emptiness with no clue how to move forward and still be the grown up with grown up responsibilities. My children are grown, but are still in need of me being a stable force - and since I am their only parent, it falls to me. I am alone in the world, surrounded by family in name only - without support or backups. I feel so much in limbo and wish I could find a trustworthy adult, adultier than me who can help me figure out where to go, or how to move forward. And, your wife called to tell me you passed away. And I'm not sure how to feel, or if I feel anything. I'm not sure it WAS anything.

You look at me from the outside and it seems like I am doing alright, put together, professionally s...