I am antisocial I feel jealous when someone is violated on video at work. this started then to raped. I get envious when I hear a abuse victim complaining. this was part of me as a teenager but more so now I feel sorry for who get life so slow and for those .that get it easy. this is part of me, you have to see to be a real human. I dislike gays and homos so much. this is just grew on me over the last 20 years. dos man