I am not suicidal but I know you would like me to be but I have never been yet.

what rubbish we need friends more then ever, I don't need anyone for anything. I don't need money from anyone. I don't need love. I don't need anyone and I hate people deeply like my sister has always told me to hate and don't forgive.

what rubbish we need friends more then ever, I don't need anyone for anything. I don't need money fr...

told police some jerk let fish tackle box with knife in yard and young dirty guys sitting on cars gwarking at me hosing the garden. stopped watering plants and won't garden anymore. told church about the animal killer who killed a animal on my birthday on the road and i heard the poor thing die terribly. won't exercise in yard since then. won't go out since tiger slut over road was phoning in spying on my every move around yard and she was jealous of me when I was in my 30s and thin and corporate working. so jealous and she was all of 10. told police about knife going missing and break ins. don't trust anyone at all. thinking of getting a savage dog to kill. I will attack if provoked.

told police some jerk let fish tackle box with knife in yard and young dirty guys sitting on cars gw...

I don't need a relationship and I don't need anyone. I don't need a job. I don't need anyone. I was told I shouldn't look to be rescued when I wanted a relationship at 21 so I just don't look now. I go see a therapist and that is enough for me. I don't want friends and I don't need them. I having aging parents and I have not spoken or seen my brother in 10 years and that suits me just fine. I have no respect for him or his family at all. I think he has helped people abuse me. I believe his wife is so evil and his kids they would stop any man liking me. I don't want to know relatives at all actually. I don't know why they bother to call because they are too abusive towards me and they need to learn I don't have to take their abuse and they abused my parents making idiots out of all of us. making sure no one would employ us or date me. so I don't feel I have to forgive. My sister has abused me and I don't like her around me much either. after her abuse.

I don't need a relationship and I don't need anyone. I don't need a job. I don't need anyone. I was ...