I can't see me finishing this house or at least kitchen reno. I have bought things but I am at a dead loss. furniture and white goods still in boxes. one was in a box for over 10 years before we used it. handbags i am too guilt ridden to use. other shit. its just shit really. like I like it in a way but i dont in other ways. I just got caught in a viscious game of talking to fashion retailers and when I lost weight I found it was like if I bought something they liked me and talked. I had no friends , i still have no friends. in fact its crazy that I get invited to functions and end up chatting with catering staff. ? I don't understand it.

I can't see me finishing this house or at least kitchen reno. I have bought things but I am at a dead loss. furniture and white goods still in boxes. one was in a box for over 10 years before we used it. handbags i am too guilt ridden to use. other shit. its just shit really. like I like it in a way but i dont in other ways. I just got caught in a viscious game of talking to fashion retailers and when I lost weight I found it was like if I bought something they liked me and talked. I had no friends , i still have no friends. in fact its crazy that I get invited to functions and end up chatting with catering staff. ? I don't understand it.

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