i can't tell anyone. i did stuff I held the camera when my girlfriend i feel so horrible. whoever wrote that, on facebook, that made me laugh and then cry or sigh alone! I love my wife and was so guilty the next 2 weeks I was sick. Until I was laying in bed with my wife and she said stop feeling so guilty about my mother. I almost fell out of the bed. She knew the whole time that we made porn. oh god, what now?