I fucked my half sister and we plan on it again when I get off work...

You look at me from the outside and it seems like I am doing alright, put together, professionally stable and in control. But the truth is - I am overwhelmed. It's not the same as depression, and it's not all sadness. More of an overall emptiness with no clue how to move forward and still be the grown up with grown up responsibilities. My children are grown, but are still in need of me being a stable force - and since I am their only parent, it falls to me. I am alone in the world, surrounded by family in name only - without support or backups. I feel so much in limbo and wish I could find a trustworthy adult, adultier than me who can help me figure out where to go, or how to move forward. And, your wife called to tell me you passed away. And I'm not sure how to feel, or if I feel anything. I'm not sure it WAS anything.

You look at me from the outside and it seems like I am doing alright, put together, professionally s...

I'm leaving. I'm running away from home. Forever. Why? Internet addiction. It ruins everything. I'm getting more stupid. I don't understand a lot. School. It's loud. There are so many pointless stuff. I want to get out. Forever. I'm no doing suicide because I'm scared. I'm just leaving. i always wanted to

I'm leaving. I'm running away from home. Forever. Why? Internet addiction. It ruins everything. I'm ...

I'm what you would call popular. I still have yet to understand how someone can have so many people around them yet feel so alone. My best friends of 5 years told me that I just wanted attention. That I'm selfish and too outgoing. Ever since I've been quiet. People ask me how I am and even tho I am not okay I won't say a word. I'm scared of what I'm capable of doing to myself.

I'm what you would call popular. I still have yet to understand how someone can have so many people...