i had a teary bear I called Hartley , after the actor Hart!

3 fucking times I have tried to do a dental course full time. 3 fucking times I have tried to a pathology course and got fucking so sick. why god? fucking why?

3 fucking times I have tried to do a dental course full time. 3 fucking times I have tried to a path...

the first pathology course I did I passed and did well, the second one higher up I got so sick it was not funny, I had to see a physiotherapist 3 days in a row I was in so much pain. similar with dental. past everything but 1 stupid quest in cert 4 and things got so fucked up, and years before that past the dental accounts/admin for dental software course completed that well, work experience and already had worked in a dental clinic a few years before that. I am just sick of all this shit. really, I just want to be left alone to do what I want to do when I want to do it. not when other people want me to do it. I have my own agenda.

the first pathology course I did I passed and did well, the second one higher up I got so sick it wa...

I wanted to go out today but I am in too much pain. I have chest pain around the heart. it feels like splinters but it isn't its just muscle and veins collapsing from stress. I can tell when my veins collapse. fucking things.

I wanted to go out today but I am in too much pain. I have chest pain around the heart. it feels lik...