I happen to be Christian, but I haven't been for very long. I didn't believe in Christ six months ago. I get you, though. I've felt very alone during times in my life, but recently, I feel like... I don't even know how to describe it without sounding either creepy or corny... I feel like I'm in constant company. I started to ask God questions. For example, my mom's the one who got me going to church, and when we got there all I heard was ,"Accept Jesus into your heart. Empty yourself, so that you can be filled with The Lord." This still rubs me the wrong way. I'm only 18, but I've had a lot of issues that I've had to work through, and while I don't think I could have gotten this far without God's help, I know that I've worked hard to be the person I am today. So I asked God if being Christian meant losing yourself. My mom ended up wanting to visit the little Christian shop that they have set up just outside the church after the sermon was over, and while we were there I was "moved" to look through the books, and there I found a small book called "A Glimpse of Heaven", that was totally in the wrong section. It stood out though, so I grabbed it. It was a collaborative book with articles written by several big time authors and poets on the subject of heaven, and there I found an article by C. S. Lewis titled "Signature of the Soul". This is a quote from that (Wallah, the answer to my question): "I am considering not how, but why, He makes each soul unique. If He had no use for all these differences, I do not see why He should have created more souls than one. Be sure that the ins and outs of your individuality are no mystery to Him; and one day they will no longer be a mystery to you. The mould in which a key is made would be a strange thing, if you had never seen a key: and the key itself a strange thing if you had never seen a lock. Your soul has a curious shape because it is a hollow made to fit a particular swelling in the infinite contours of the divine substance, or a key to unlock one of the doors in the house of many mansions. For it is not humanity in the abstract that is to be saved, but you- you the individual reader..." I have few more stories like this one that I could tell, but this is already a pretty ginormous comment, so I think I'll cut myself off. Anyway, you should keep talking and asking, because you WILL get a response.

sorri about spell mistakes, but t i am white teen in prison It was a dirty police officer of the state of New Hampshire. He brings 3 prisoners out with him for a hour. The prisoners were locked up for 8yrs. They haven't seen a woman or p** in a while. The cop said u know what I'm gonna get y'all a woman and she is going to be in the prison with y'all. They said one women what about 3 for us 3. He said ok. Cop said come on. They went into super value. It is a sexy Indian milf work there. As soon as they walked in the Indian milf was just walking back to the register. They saw a good 3 flops flopping of the sexy Indian milf. The cop said these are 3 prisoners. They said hello. She said hi. This Indian milf was in a tight shirt with no bra and a tight black pants that stops to her calves. So you could see her sexy feet in flip flops and her anklets. The prisoners had a footfetish too. They said this is one we want. Cop said ok. One of the prisoners got close to her and said do you have a bathroom? No she said. The other prisoners are at the other end standing on their tippy toes looking at her sexy feet in pink flip flops. Omg they said. Then they left. The cop had a call from a landlord in east orange. He said I kicked these people out of my house and she is still here. They get their. Cop goes in. It's a sexy thick Arab milf with a fat ass and sexy feet in pink flip flops. U have to leave. She said she doesn't care what you need. The other cop comes. The sexy Arab milf punch the landlord. Cop said u are under arrest. Now u have a home. They outside now Arab milf had on tight ass tights and pink flip flops. Cop said I taking her to lady prison. The prisoners said no we want her. The cop said no bring her to my prison with the men. Then they left. It dark outside. They see Amanda walking around barefoot in a thong. Amanda is 13. They said this one too the cop went to get her. Cop said f* there no room. Amanda had to sit on one of the prisoners lap. So they were back to the prison. Arab milf and Amanda was in the holding cell. U forgot about my Indian milf. I'll get her tomorrow or I might have to keep her. It was shower time. The cop brung the two females to the bathroom. Guys were going crazy. Listen up u guys are lucky we have two females in here. Guys were already jerking off. Alright Arab take off your clothes. She got naked. Guys were saying God dam huge booty and sexy feet in pink flip flops. Open your mouth and cough cop said. Cop said f* this I'm just gonna throat and tonsils f* u. Cop said guys watch and enjoy. Puky sloppy b****** deepthroat and puking all over the place again and again. It looked like a waterfall the way puke was coming out. Ok ur good. Now go sit down and cross your sexy legs towards the prisoners and dangle your sexy feet in those pink flip flops. What's your name cop asked. Myname is Amanda. How old are you she said ??. Prisoners were going crazy over Amanda. U have a sexy thick body and sexy feet barefoot.

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I wish I'd been a woman I am happily married but for many years have been having an 'affair' with a equally married mate of mine. It started about twenty years ago and has been an off/on thing all this time. It all started when we used to go to the pub together. On the way home he would invite me in for a couple more beers and to watch some (straight) p* vids. At first we would just watch them. He would rub his stiff p through his trousers and make comments about the on-screen action. I couldn't help wondering what his p looked like and then one day out the blue I just said "If you need a hand...." I didn't know what his reaction would be. He could have smacked me one and told me to f* off! He didn't say anything but lay back in a way that suggested I should carry on. I leaned over and unbucle dhis trousers, unzipped him, he raised his bum and wriggled his trousers down exposing his pants and the bulge inside. I pulled them down and his lovely p** sprang to attention. I felt I had been waiting for this chance for years! I reached out to touch it, stroked it, the heat and the scents risig up from it were driving me mad. I leaned over and licked along the shaft and took it into my mouth. It all felt so right, so instinctive. I licked and sucked for ages - the he held on to my head and spunked in my mouth. It was wonderful. I felt as if I had just lost my virginity. We carried on for years after that. The thing was, I ever regarded it as a gay thing as such, I was always in the submissive female role just acting like a s* or a bit on the side, I desperately wished I'd been his bird, with t* and a c*. When I look at photos of yself from around that time I can see why he might have wished to dominate me and use me as his b****

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