I know I will not get this job. its just a day out with an interruption in between.

so tired hardly slept much and have to get to work soon. don't want to.

so tired hardly slept much and have to get to work soon. don't want to.

lunch was salad and still feel like I gain weight, at least it was nice.

lunch was salad and still feel like I gain weight, at least it was nice.

seee with me its always the wrong men who are interested in me and I don't like them. the ones I like don't like me. I can't stand the company of scum lowlife men and I am just not doing it anymore. I did my bit of servitude putting up with russel and parker and ken and peter and rick - teaching them social graces they did not possess til they met me. I have done my bit and I am not tolerating the company of yobo fools anymore.

seee with me its always the wrong men who are interested in me and I don't like them. the ones I lik...