I tell people I am hurt by what happened to me, but being a good religious woman I won't tolerate being called an incel, bc I will not have sex with heaps of men and I might have made a mistake trusting some men over the time, there are good and genuine men out there. it just takes faith in god and courage to try to meet someone. I just want to find someone bc I long for love. I do a lot of things but we all need love sometimes. If others can marry so can I! The right man might be somewhere and no one has the right to stop me finding love but its not with ken. He is too much of a controller and bully and nutcase and dirty talker and over estimated his place and he should have done the right moral thing and it makes me wonder now, all the affairs he said he had, were they rapes too? seeing he was so twisted and mentally unstable and william and the royals have no right interfering in my life other then to admit what they did was wrong.

I tell people I am hurt by what happened to me, but being a good religious woman I won't tolerate being called an incel, bc I will not have sex with heaps of men and I might have made a mistake trusting some men over the time, there are good and genuine men out there. it just takes faith in god and courage to try to meet someone. I just want to find someone bc I long for love. I do a lot of things but we all need love sometimes. If others can marry so can I! The right man might be somewhere and no one has the right to stop me finding love but its not with ken. He is too much of a controller and bully and nutcase and dirty talker and over estimated his place and he should have done the right moral thing and it makes me wonder now, all the affairs he said he had, were they rapes too? seeing he was so twisted and mentally unstable and william and the royals have no right interfering in my life other then to admit what they did was wrong.
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