I used to help a lady who started out in a beauty clinic doing treatment pracs as a model and yet when I needed some models in the last 10 years no one wanted to help me with make overs and I used to do professional make overs in class on myself and wash it off before I left the classroom because I didn't want to look pretty in public in fear of being assaulted a few years ago. I put make up a few models back many years ago in informative classes but they were chosen for me. I am too afraid to ask people to come in to the classes and be a model for me for the day.