I want to get fucked by someone of same gender to see if I’m really gay

Since we were little kids, my best friend's been a little bit on the dramatic side, you could say. I'm kind of calm and composed, and she always seems to think she's dying of something. It gets a little old after a while. When you're teenagers you kind of expect it, someone acting like the world revolves around their own little personal dramas is pretty much par for the course. I did kind of expect though, that she'd grow out of it some time in our mid-twenties. Still waiting. Don't get me wrong, I love her, it may not sound like it right now, but I do. I just don't understand how she functions in the grown-up world. Sweetie, you work a 9-5 office job, it's really not a tough life. I work 80 hours a week and I don't b**** half as much as you do, seriously, it's time to grow up a little. Also: please stop b******* to me about animal rights and how much better animals are than people when you buy ridiculously expensive animal-tested cosmetics. Seriously.

Since we were little kids, my best friend's been a little bit on the dramatic side, you could say. I...

jkhdhi i'm going to make him fall in love with me. he's the first person in almost two years who makes me nervous and gives me butterflies and makes my heart beat fast. i forgot what a good and scary feeling it is, and it makes me feel aliveee again. i don't ever wanna lose it.

jkhdhi i'm going to make him fall in love with me. he's the first person in almost two years who mak...

Because Moving On Is The Hardest and BEST.... From the moment my eyes fell upon you, I could feel a sense of change come over me. You made me more aware of what true beauty is. All my days were brighter because I knew that you would be there. You have a smile that is radiant in all that it is and I can't help but wish that you were mine. I wear a smile on MY face whenever you are near because everything about you is so remarkable. For the longest time, and still counting, my days carry on, hoping that 1) You would say my name with your sweet, irresistable voice and 2) to be your friend in the least. I guess that sometimes wishes just don't come true and that all dreams cannot become a reality. Being your girlfriend is the one thing in my life that I will always be saddened to admit that it was never fullfilled. We could have shared something truly amazing with eachother if you had given me the chance, if you had placed trust within me and not let your fears drive you. Love is a complicated thing, but when you find two people that have feelings for eachother, it is the most indescribable thing in the world. I am sorry that we never got the chance to get to know eacother better. I guess these two hearts of ours are too confused and frightened to make a move. Please keep being yourself, as great as a person you are, and my last wish that I have in concerns with you, is that you recieve everything that you have ever wanted in life, most importantly love, a girlfriend that will bring out the best in you.

Because Moving On Is The Hardest and BEST.... From the moment my eyes fell upon you, I could feel a ...