I wish I did not have these feeling! I was molested as a young boy and as an adults I struggles with my own sexual orientation. I confess I am straight. However, I struggle with my fetish that I have. {men feet} Althought, I have never engage in this activity. I desire to. I realized if I was to, I would become to involved and Life as I know it would change. Today, I masturbated again to the thoughts of having sex with a man. I tried, yet the desire to want to, althought I KNOW ITS WRONG.... APPEAR TO BE STRONGER! My fear is One day I may give into it, caught AIDS / HIV and DIE! I WISH I NEVER WAS MOLESTED... I HATE DEALING WITH THESE FEELING!!!

I wish I did not have these feeling! I was molested as a young boy and as an adults I struggles with my own sexual orientation. I confess I am straight. However, I struggle with my fetish that I have. {men feet} Althought, I have never engage in this activity. I desire to. I realized if I was to, I would become to involved and Life as I know it would change. Today, I masturbated again to the thoughts of having sex with a man. I tried, yet the desire to want to, althought I KNOW ITS WRONG.... APPEAR TO BE STRONGER! My fear is One day I may give into it, caught AIDS / HIV and DIE! I WISH I NEVER WAS MOLESTED... I HATE DEALING WITH THESE FEELING!!!
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