IF ONLY THEY KNEW I WISH THEY WOULD DIE AND HOW MUCH I HATE THEM ALL. IF ONLY THEY KNEW WHAT I WAS THINKING.

IF ONLY THEY KNEW I WISH THEY WOULD DIE AND HOW MUCH I HATE THEM ALL. IF ONLY THEY KNEW WHAT I WAS THINKING.

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