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Mom Says.. I am the mom in my group of friends. I'm happy when they have a new bf/gf, i'm always the thearpist in the group. But I wish for once, that i could put down the fake smile, Even for a minute. And it would be glorious. I wish i could be called pretty or beautiful, knowing im not. I wish, I could have a realtionship for once. To all my friends- I wish mom could tell you this to your face.

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Mom Says.. I am the mom in my group of friends. I'm happy when they have a new bf/gf, i'm always the thearpist in the group. But I wish for once, that i could put down the fake smile, Even for a minute. And it would be glorious. I wish i could be called pretty or beautiful, knowing im not. I wish, I could have a realtionship for once. To all my friends- I wish mom could tell you this to your face.
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