My depression is because of this.... I can have no pleasure from anything because it's all bad for me. Even a "love" leads to suffering. Bad food makes you sick and fat, good food tastes like garbage. I hate life. It's designed to have us suffer. There is no joy or pleasure for me.

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I know it isnt just the size that matters, i certainly dont just rely on my size innthe sack; but i really get a kick out of others appreciating my size. Im in my 30's, married with kids. Have had some gorgeous women wanting to hook up and have so far resisted, but im not sure i can continue resisting...

I know it isnt just the size that matters, i certainly dont just rely on my size innthe sack; but i ...

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I keep myself hidden... ... because I don't feel I can really trust anyone. I have a few friends I "trust" more than anyone else, and I still hide all but a little bit of myself from them. I never wanted children and can only tolerate most of them. I was thrilled when I found out I might never be able to get pregnant again. I've wanted to move away and disappear for almost my entire life, but not sure where to go or how to afford it. (Have it narrowed to 3 places though.) If I had a few million dollars, I'd volunteer my time doing something I want to do that makes a difference, live how I want to live and never work again. I think my mother was involved in my father's death, but have no idea why I've always thought this. I feel like I was only born to give the rest of my family someone to blame, look down on and take their frustrations or anger out on. I called the police on my ex for his own protection, but can not tell him because it would put my life in danger.

I keep myself hidden... ... because I don't feel I can really trust anyone. I have a few friends I "...

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My dear son, I love you more than you'll ever know. It hurts to watch you destroying your future. Your friends are bad influences and use you. I hate them all. You have almost died twice. I love you my sweet boy. I will fight for you til the day I die, and in the afterlife. I shall never leave your side

My dear son, I love you more than you'll ever know. It hurts to watch you destroying your future. Yo...

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