My opinion (and that's all it is) is that you go to therapy. Not because you're sick or broken or weak or different. I think your probably normal. ( I personally believe we should change school cirriculum to include emotional education, because everyone has them and you are never really taught how to deal with them) You should understand yourself and why you feel the way you do. Therapists are trained in and have learned about these types of things and can provide much needed insight into the psychology of your feelings. But, just like in any profession, there are good ones and bad ones. Dont take everything they say as gospel. They are human with there own fallabilities. Do research on picking a good one. The most important thing is you should NEVER act on your feelings for minors!! That is NEVER okay.