my panic attacks spending money. I hate it. I don't want to spend money. I know sometimes I have to. Like I have been buying all my sheets and towels and other things at 2nd hand shops for age, near the last 30 years. Only this year I bought 1 set of sheets new and some towels for mum but I always buy them discounted otherwise I prefer buying 2nd hand thing like that or bags and other things. I don't know why I am the way I am. I will splurge now and then on products new for birthdays and xmas occasionally. Even when we first came here I always went for the discounts bed & bath products new or put them on layby.

my panic attacks spending money. I hate it. I don't want to spend money. I know sometimes I have to. Like I have been buying all my sheets and towels and other things at 2nd hand shops for age, near the last 30 years. Only this year I bought 1 set of sheets new and some towels for mum but I always buy them discounted otherwise I prefer buying 2nd hand thing like that or bags and other things. I don't know why I am the way I am. I will splurge now and then on products new for birthdays and xmas occasionally. Even when we first came here I always went for the discounts bed & bath products new or put them on layby.

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