My secret? I pretend I'm tough and emotionally strong. My ex boyfriend had sex with half of the city and then he leaves me for one of his hoes. I pretend what he did to me didnt effect me and I'm stinger Because of it.. but I'm not. I have anxiety now, i barely eat anymore and I'm starting to skip School like everyday.. I don't want therapy. They can't help me. i just want to be normal. I want to smile again without faking it. I just want someone to love me, to have me as theirs.. Ill never be happy again..