my therapist said it was ok that i never loved ken and russell and peter and wayne, alex and others. I didn't have to love them. or others, they told me i am allowed to dislike old men who were making a fool of themselves. i even think rick was lying about his age too. so was katie she is a natural born nutter! violent boastful over prideful aggressive looney bin is what a therapist said. the biggest looney nutcase god ever put breath into and she will die full of hate and anger for what she did to me and god will punish them, I was told at the church.