Strange fantasy For I while now, I just wish that someone would kidnap me; make me dress like a girl in gothic lolita fashion, and rape me/ make me their maid for my food and lodging. I dunno why but when I think about it I feel happy, just serving someone in a beautiful lolita dress, cleaning and cross-dressing for my master. But fantasies always remain fantasies, and who knows I may hate it. But still....why do I keep looking at that dress online? If only I could wear it....