the imprint is always there , nothing is ever forgotten, because I am dying too. I dying to be loved. dying to live. the answers are deep within your mind consciously you have forgotten it, its how the human mind works, when something is too unpleasant or too shameful for us to entertain we reject it. erase it from our memory. but the imprint is always there https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVR6pI1TK6A