the need to work regardless of race or creed. others are suffering because of greed

stop stalking me k. leave me to own life so I can move on as I have told you over and over.

stop stalking me k. leave me to own life so I can move on as I have told you over and over.

my nephew gave me a mothers day cupcake, I think I am some by-proxy quazi mother mother to him but I will be a lonely old childless friendless manless old little lady that no one cares about as has been for the last number of years above 25 or more. I love him and wish he was my child. I wish I could adopt a daughter for all the pretty clothing I know i will never wear. all the ribbons and bows and hats and gloves. I always wanted a little girl and little boy so much. I wanted a career and home of my own, I settled for a lot less to make others happy and that just won't do now.

my nephew gave me a mothers day cupcake, I think I am some by-proxy quazi mother mother to him but I...

my birthday is coming up. it lands on a monday. what a whack day.. so i've decided to do something on saturday. now the thing is, usually, i go out of my way to help plan or plan a party myself for my closest friends and i feel great doing it! now, i dont do this thinking "oh, they better do the same for me", that's far from my mind but now i'm struggling to find where and what to do for this saturday and i have no idea. like i said, i don't do these acts of party planning to get something in return, but i do hope someone has something planned at the least to surprise me. that'd be great. ugh, frustration

my birthday is coming up. it lands on a monday. what a whack day.. so i've decided to do something o...